There isn’t one person on earth that has not experienced fear, stress and anxiety. Some to a greater extent than others.
Often times the fear we experience becomes paired or coupled with trauma. Fear is one of the most prevelent post traumatic effects of trauma.
As a result we try to put measures in place to keep us safe, to prevent us from going through such a thing again – we become hypervigilant, fearful and alarmed.
The truth is that these “measures” do not actually solve the fear – they are just beacons or tell tale signs that we are in fear. They are the scaffolding we place around our lives which have become damaged and in a state of collapse: The truth is that something deeper is at play here.
Read with me John 19 where Pilate has to decide Jesus’ fate:
“Then Pilate was greatly alarmed when he heard that Jesus claimed to be the Son of God!”
John 19:8 TPT
The verse says that Pilate was greatly alarmed.
The footnote in The Passion Translation says:
“his soul collapsed”.
This is what happens when we are scared, become fearful, stressed and alarmed.
Our souls collapse.
The picture that comes to mind when visualising our souls’ collapse is that of the twin towers in New York after 911.
Because of our trauma events our soul’s structure becomes weakened and structurally unsound. The result is that our souls collapse.
Now we understand why we sometimes feel as if our worlds have come crashing down around us. We feel overwhelmed by the amount of debris laying at our feet as we face the devistation the trauma caused in our lives. We say, “our lives have been shattered”.
We now have language for this: our souls have collapsed!
We find another example of this alarm in Luke 8:
“Alarmed, the disciples woke Jesus up and said, “Master, Master, we’re sinking! Don’t you care that we’re going to drown?”
The fear created by the storm caused their souls to collapse. And from this verse we learn what we sound like when this happens. Like them we shout, “Jesus, don’t you care?”
But – there is a second part to the verse:
With great authority Jesus rebuked the howling wind and surging waves, and instantly they became calm.”
Luke 8:24 TPT
We often read this verse with the understanding that at Jesus’ words the storm and wind became calm. But there is a second aspect:
At Jesus’ rebuke of the cause of the alarm – the cause of their souls collapsing – the disciples also instantly became calm.
The presence and authority of Jesus is what is needed when we feel asif our souls are collapsing. Turn to Him – align your collapsing soul with His Word and authority.
“Then Jesus said to them, “Why are you fearful? Have you lost your faith in me?”
Luke 8:25 TPT
He could have said “why are you alarmed?”
“Why have your souls collapsed?”
Why have you lost your faith in me? That is exactly why Satan wants our souls to collapse for it also devistates and collapses our ability to believe and have faith.
Jesus turns their attention away from their collapsed circumstances and tells them to focus on Him. He is the Restorer, Builder and Authority – at His Word and command – the collapse is halted, blocked and restored. Faith in Him is the antidote to our souls collapsing.
Faith in Him kick starts the restoration.
“And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of [buildings that have laid waste for] many generations; and you shall be called Repairer of the Breach, Restorer of Streets to Dwell In.”
Isaiah 58:12 AMPC
That is who He is: the Repairer of the Breach, Restorer of streets to Dwell in.
“Now, Lord, do it again! Restore us to our former glory! May streams of your refreshing flow over us until our dry hearts are drenched again.”
Psalms 126:4 TPT
“Anxious fear brings depression, but a life-giving word of encouragement can do wonders to restore joy to the heart.”
Proverbs 12:25 TPT
“The Lord is close to all whose hearts are crushed by pain, and he is always ready to restore the repentant one.”
Psalms 34:18 TPT
Today I pray and decree:
Soul, I bring your collapsed state to the power, authority, Word and presence of Christ. I align you with Him and all He stands for. In and by faith I declare restoration. Today your former collapsed state is being restored and rebuild by Him who has the authority to do so.
Be still my soul and forget not one of His benefits!